I had a not so good Monday. First day of the working week and I was dressed down for such unreasonable matters.
Issues at work lately have been dragging my spirit down…it’s hard when all the good things you’ve done, all the things you’ve contributed in the past, will just be overtaken by mistakes…those were retained, good deeds forgotten forever. Now, it seems that the focus are the next blunder or nonachievement I’ll make…*Sigh*... It’s hard to defend yourself especially when you know that issues about you has been spreading around making you the subject of chit-chats. Can’t help but feel dismayed. Honestly what’s happening now was really depressing…making me think of redirecting my path...(But I’m still consulting God for that) Thank God, though, He’s joy continually fills me…still, God’s giving me reasons to smile everyday and still come to work. Hubby has been very encouraging as always...explaining to me the two sides of the coin. Though he’s far, he never fails to lift up my spirit when I’m down in the dumps. My daughter has been giving me the joy I need. Every time I got home and she just hug me, show those twinkling eyes, and kisses me, all the toxics of the day are being instantly washed out. With these things, I’m thankful.
Issues at work lately have been dragging my spirit down…it’s hard when all the good things you’ve done, all the things you’ve contributed in the past, will just be overtaken by mistakes…those were retained, good deeds forgotten forever. Now, it seems that the focus are the next blunder or nonachievement I’ll make…*Sigh*... It’s hard to defend yourself especially when you know that issues about you has been spreading around making you the subject of chit-chats. Can’t help but feel dismayed. Honestly what’s happening now was really depressing…making me think of redirecting my path...(But I’m still consulting God for that) Thank God, though, He’s joy continually fills me…still, God’s giving me reasons to smile everyday and still come to work. Hubby has been very encouraging as always...explaining to me the two sides of the coin. Though he’s far, he never fails to lift up my spirit when I’m down in the dumps. My daughter has been giving me the joy I need. Every time I got home and she just hug me, show those twinkling eyes, and kisses me, all the toxics of the day are being instantly washed out. With these things, I’m thankful.
God is really GOOD.
2 comments:
oh that's sad Mhay. pero i admire you for still focusing on the positives.
I hope the rest of the week will be bright for you somehow. Smile!
thank nice! :) as always you're one of those who encourages me..:)
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