Pregnant

Palagi daw akong "busog". My office mates usually teased me. I always have something to eat on my table. grabe, kain nga yata ako ng kain ngayon.. Ang takaw ko na!! wag naman sana ako mag over-weight.... argh!

I brought hotdog rolls which I made this morning for my merienda. Ate it and not satisfied, I still bought pancit from Vilma... ang takaw ko na nga!

My boss always asked me how am I feeling. This morning, I talked to him on the phone to update him on what's happening in the office..and he asked me the same question (he'll be in US for 2 weeks) I told him I'm ok.. Magulat kaya siya pagdating niya at makita niya ang malaki kong belly??? Don't worry sir, nakakakilos at productive pa naman ako kahit na buntis. :D

Chopsuey

It's really wonderful when my husband is home.

It made me feel excited to prepare dinner for him. Kaya naman, everytime he's here, I see to eat that I prepare food which I'm sure he'll love... (I also feel good when he praises my recipes :D)

Last night after office, we went to the market to buy ingredients for our dinner. He said he want Ginataang Tilapia. When we arrived to the house, I just changed my clothes and proceed cooking... As I finished, I immediately set the table for our dinner... then we ate... then he said he love it!

This morning I prepared fried rice, ham and egg. I also prepared hotdog rolls for his merienda. Tonight, I'm planning to cook Lemon Chicken. I'm sure he'll like it too.

Whew! thanks to my mother who taught me to cook when I was still 9 years old! Buti na lang... Indeed it's really fulfilling.

Preggy kwento:

I'm now on my 20th week and my tummy is now bigger and more obvious. I cannot don anymore some of my office dresses. Even some that I thought was bigger and haven't wear when I wasn't pregnant yet seem not fit either. I guess I might start wearing maternity dresses now :D. My friends also told me that I gained weight. My cheeks are fuller and they said, bagay daw sakin. I've already gone out of the paglilihi stage that's why I can cook now and can eat almost everything I want...but of course I don't do that and indulge too much. I also sees to it that what I eat is also good for our baby.

I got cramps again last night. My second time. Thank God Jerry is always home when I get cramps... I'm also sleeping on my side now. I can't sleep lying flat on the bed, It's really uncomfortable.

Next month is our schedule for an ultrasound to know "her" condition and to check also on the gender. But I had a deep feeling she's a girl. ;)

Suprised!

... what would you feel when you miss him.. and you want him to come home now...but he said he can't stay long... but you want his time...then you begin to have a fight.. and you totally wanted to talk to him personnaly...but you can't since he's there and you're here..and you only had your cellphones to communicate... you want to tell him everything you want to say... and then you began to realize you can't really tell him everything through the phone...and suddenly things seem to go wrong between you... and you feel that you both didn't understand each other... and you cried out all night because that's what you can only do... you tried to forget everything and just slept the night away...but felt the same way the next morning... and you went to your work in gloom...and you promised you will not talk to him all day... but you are anticipating and expectant of his message or call... but sadly, you received nothing.... and you promised your self you'll ignore him and will not text him or call him either...but when you got home you saw him.... standing by your door... smiling... and he said sorry.... and he embraced you... and kissed you... you'll be tongue-tied....

That's what happened yesterday....(see previous post..)

I was surprised last night when I got home.

Jerry standing by our door.... It totally washed away my anxiety and sadness.

See what LOVE can do?

It can easily change your mood...

It can totally make you forget the odds of yesterday...

... I embraced him and said sorry for being selfish and childish...

I thank God for my husband's patience...

Yes, I think, things like this is just NORMAL.

Upset

I can't think of anything to post. I'm kinda lost. My mind seems out there in the space. I'm at state of melancholy. Well, perhaps I am.

I think I'll better post next time when I'm OK.

But...

Well...

They say, pregnant women tends to be more sensitive, moody and gets upset easily...

I'll get over this.

P.S.

I didn't receive any text message from Jerry.... Don't ask.

Transformed!

Transformed!

Finally did it.

I decided to change the look of my blog. Well, just today. I realized, my blog needs a little make-over... got tired of the old skin. Thought of trying a simpler look ... and for once, get rid of the blinky things and other noisy stuffs....Uhmmm...

New year.. new look.